I am not the biggest fan of being alone. If I had my others I likely wouldn’t be, but lets be honest my dating pool is extremely small. It’s why I like that movie with Mr. Hanks and the volleyball.
The picture of him on that little raft with Wilson is a summary of my world. I drift along being me and the only thing else on my raft is sports (well and of course Doodle). But I am ok with it! I had been so miserable for such a long time and I absolutely wasn’t fit company for anyone. Maybe now I am finally a decent enough person to be with and it’s simply too late. No complaints from me though it is all a fair trade for liking the person on the raft.